Friday, March 20, 2009
切只是你和我。
It's been since i last updated yet again, I am here to post stuffs about my sober life. Sometimes, we all wonder why the feeling called "Love" exists, Most people do think that it's just a part of a growing person's life. Though i wonder, wonder wonder, why do things had to go hard on my way? Am i forsakened enough to experience such things? I'm here again sitting thinking about tons and tons of problems. Man i guess people wouldn't blame me if i commit suicide any moment soon, now i understand why emo kids survive this threatening life.
I just hope life would give out the best for me, i can't afford to handle more harmful stuffs coming, not anymore. Stressed, Saddened, Sober, Depressed, Forsakened. Most of you see me as a happy-go-lucky type, but being a coin face isn't my game anymore, I'm sick of all these shits. Probably all these things could turn me out into a new leaf. Well, i don't know i'm totally confused right now.
Why do you have to entertain the silence?, i guess because it's just me being not around. I understand, i understand you got your needs, but really, i can't help but get jealous over it. Yes i'm a little boy in your eyes, but this little boy is carrying an unconditional love, my unconditional love that only you, offered to you. Now i'm all alone in here feeling all emo and such, i know i'm just missing you so much and baby i need you, i can't help but have sleepless nights with you raiding my mind. I'm being pessimistic all the time you're far away. I guess this is how a loveless feeling that i could understand, The chances are mean and the world is turning back against us. But i know, i know, we could make this out together all it just ever need is just you and me.
There is no such thing as a perfect relationship, but a perfect love.
-Aldous
I just hope life would give out the best for me, i can't afford to handle more harmful stuffs coming, not anymore. Stressed, Saddened, Sober, Depressed, Forsakened. Most of you see me as a happy-go-lucky type, but being a coin face isn't my game anymore, I'm sick of all these shits. Probably all these things could turn me out into a new leaf. Well, i don't know i'm totally confused right now.
Why do you have to entertain the silence?, i guess because it's just me being not around. I understand, i understand you got your needs, but really, i can't help but get jealous over it. Yes i'm a little boy in your eyes, but this little boy is carrying an unconditional love, my unconditional love that only you, offered to you. Now i'm all alone in here feeling all emo and such, i know i'm just missing you so much and baby i need you, i can't help but have sleepless nights with you raiding my mind. I'm being pessimistic all the time you're far away. I guess this is how a loveless feeling that i could understand, The chances are mean and the world is turning back against us. But i know, i know, we could make this out together all it just ever need is just you and me.
-Aldous
Please release me from this eternal slumber at 3/20/2009 08:09:00 PM
0 said we can't be wrong together
0 said we can't be wrong together